My Ambiguous Adoption Dreamhood or Am I a Good Adoptee?
Anyway, the Big Picture episode generated nightmares. It traumatized me. I dreamed repeatedly that Dottie came to me at night to spirit me away. She wore a long dark hooded coat or a cape, I couldn’t see her face. She was just a dark, Gothic figure. I think this is very Jungian. She kidnapped me whenever she came into my dreams. She took me through the backdoor into the backyard. Then I’d wake up so I don’t know what happened after that. The mystery of me would never be solved. Continue Reading →